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Matthew 2:16-18
16Then Herod, when he saw that he had been tricked by the wise men, became furious, and he sent and killed all the male children in Bethlehem and in all that region who were two years old or under, according to the time that he had ascertained from the wise men. 17 Then was fulfilled what was spoken by the prophet Jeremiah:
18 "A voice was heard in Ramah,
weeping and loud lamentation,
Rachel weeping for her children;
she refused to be comforted, because they are no more."

What has really caught my attention in the book of Matthew is how each event is a fulfillment of prophecy. All these events, didn't just happen...God orchestrated it. Also, it's not like Joseph and Mary could have planned to fulfill the prophesies on their own. They could not make the wise men come, nor make Herod come after them. They were simply watchful of God's promptings and they were obedient. It makes me wonder though, that Jesus was born to forgive the sins of men like Herod who sought his life as a baby and killed many infants in an effort to achieve his goal. Also men like Pharaoh. I guess the truth is, no sinner is worse than another. We are all sinners and therefore unworthy of the redemption that Christ brought.

I think my scope of thinking is way too narrow. The Bible is not an end in itself. The Bible is living and active. Also, I am part of God's plan. I have a role to play. However, like TJ said last night at Fuse, the movie isn't all about me. What prophesy am I a part of? I can be part of God's kingdom or against God's kingdom. What am I doing today to bring God's kingdom to earth? When I look at myself, all I see is a small existence. I just cook, clean, and take care of Lion. These seem so small to me that I often don't take much pride in them. I almost feel like I want to serve God in other ways; more splendid and recognizable ways. What I hear God telling me today is that I am part of His plan, His prophecy, and that my existence has great significance. Therefore, I need to do all things with joy and confidence because I am doing them for Christ and His kingdom. There is a bigger picture that I may not be able to see, but I am definitely a part of.

Heavenly Father, forgive me for my sins and my narrow, self-centered way of thinking. Lord, show me how to be more like Jesus. Jesus, I do everything for You and Your kingdom. Help me to be the mother and wife You created me to be. Keep me for sinning and fill me with Your love and joy. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.